Here’s the thing, blog.
I’m not happy with how things are at the moment. This year is three-quarters over but I feel like I’m frozen in time. I don’t know where to go from here or how to do it. I don’t know.
It feels like this anxiety is getting a tighter hold on me with each passing day. I’m having trouble dealing with myself, let alone everyone else around me. I need a lot of things that I don’t have, and I’m not talking about material possessions.
If some bolt of lightning could strike me and give me the answer I’m looking for, that’d be great. Because I’ve been thinking hard for eight months and I still have no idea what to do.